what does it take to reach a dream? do you abandon yourself to faith and God? do you ever question His infinite wisdom just like Job? who are we anyway to grumble about the things we “want” in this journey?
i move and think that what i desire is God’s. there goes confusion because NO ONE can ever fathom the thoughts of God (quoting Isaiah). i murmur when things fall short of my expectations. my heart breaks everytime the hurts and doubts assail. i cry and ask, “why,LORD?”. and that, is the saddest part. i always forget that i walk on two legs, breathe in ease, piss with bliss, taste a meal and move my fingers smoothly. i ask for things and never realize that i am blest beyond full measure. why do i even grumble? i only have this day and i am missing the magpies already because i am way engrossed with worries of tomorrow. one day at a time, LORD. Matthew 6:33.
“Rise up and walk”
I remembered Eleazar, one of David’s loyal men, fighting on the field until his hand was frozen tight to the swords’ handle. hmm, enough of pity-parties already. so little time left in this life. walk on, do what i’m suppose to do- live.
this is my favorite song when i was in high school. i heard this while on our way home from a Bible camp. to being young— OOORRAAAHHHH!
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